Reservations at the Belleview

I think I'm going schizophrenic. I hear voices at night but there's no one else in the house. It's not like they are distinctive voices that I can make words out in, just almost like there's a faint wisper in the next room. I'm crazy and I know it. Someday they'll put me away like I belong. I'd probably be happy that way. Atleast then I won't have to deal with other peoples problems; just my own. I booked two days vacation yesturday for no reason at all. It's not like I need the time off or I'm going anywhere. I'm just sick of going to work every day and putting up with the same bullshit. I work for a company where part of my job is to try to justify why the company does the stupid things it does to other people. It's not pretty when half the time I don't even know the reasons. Sometimes I just make shit up with the reasoning "it sounds logical to me so it must be right". That usually works for the technical stuff but sometimes when it comes down to the business aspect of things I cannot even make up a logical reason with sounding like a complete idiot. Half my job is shovelling bullshit and the other half is listening to someone else shovel it. Ah....the life of the "management stooge". Save me now before my head blows up.....or the voices get louder.

Yours truly,
The Red Night Blogger